YAYness! the horrible week 11 is so over! i dun ever wanna repeat this week EVER!

SP1203 presentation went well:) and i was kinda surprised laguna didnt say anything(she likes to shoot) bad abt our presentation... its over:) hehe.. my group saboed other groups to do the presentation this coming tues. good luck you guys!

And my MNO horrible video editing dayz are over! im so glad our tutor likes it:) I guess my grp members have good acting skills! hopefully we can get an A for it  =)

but we still have only 3 more weeks left till finals! ARGHHH. im like only starting to read my MNO readings :( SHO many readings!!! 

I must psycho myself to become a mugging machine for the next 3 weeks! =(

anyways, there were some events that happened but i wasnt able to update...Let the peektures do the talking:)

NUSSU Appreciation Dinner:)

Hari raya outing w pri sch mateys cum suhana's bdae celeb!

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Road Trip w my aunt, uncle, and cousins!

hehe, the cute little bugger!

Ariffin w his big bro

Ariffin and the cat!

SP1203 class!

Thou laguna was kinda ermmm...but our class rocks! we laugh a lot and all the crazy things we do..lol.. and shereen was so nice to make cheesecakey w purple stuff on top for us:) HAPPY N FUN PEOPLE!=)

okies.. gotta go finish up 5 more readings for MNO. tml im gonna go study w my bestest studying buddy since JC; FARIHA AMIN!! WHEEE! its so much fun studying w her:) she makes studying more fun and not so stressful(^_^) lub faha lots lots!

ARGHHHH!

tml is pharm anal practical test!!!

Tues is pharmacostatistics test!!!

Friday is my final OP for that super irritating SP module!!!

Friday is the dateline of my MNO video project and i still have so much editing to doooo!

Friday is the dateline for my experiment 10 lab report on UV spectr0scopy!!!

IF I LOOK AS IF IM ALMOST DYING NEXT WEEK, YOU'LL KNOW WHY.

FINALS IN 4 MORE WEEEKS!!!

ARGHHHHH!

NUS NEEDS TO GIVE ITS STUDENTS A BREAK!

WHERE IS THE WELFARE?!?!?! NUSSU BETTER DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS!!!

And i HATE lab reports>< currently doing the lab report on UV spectroscopy...

all the auxochromes, chromophores, B, K , R bands, LUMO, HOMO, absorbance, intensity, BLAH BLAH BLAH...will come to haunt me in my sleep><

i wanna go to a rural place with no technology watsoever and stay there, play with the monkeys, horses, cows, and enjoy a slow paced life without any element or atom of urban-ness to haunt me.

He sat back in his arrogant sort of way.
He said, “There’s nothing more to say.”
then lectured on for another hour.

She said, everything was fine.
She said, she didn’t like to whine,
then cried on for another hour.

They sat there screaming through the room was silent.
They sat so still though the scene was violent.
And words can never really help you say,
what you want them to anyway.
And words can never really help you see,
what you really want to be.
He took a last sip of cold tea.

Last chance to stop all these lies.
Last chance to clean up these lives.
This could be the final hour.

This could be the final hour, or
this could be the finest hour.

And words can never really help you say
what you want them to anyway.
And words can never really help you see,
what you really want to be.
He took a last sip of cold tea.

- Midnight by D.W.

SP essay is really killing my brain cells. The lyrics from the top, especially this excerpt :

"And words can never really help you say,
what you want them to anyway.
And words can never really help you see,
what you really want to be."

is really reflective of my current struggles in writing out my SP essay pertaining the most irritating topic of all; performance enhancing drugs. The worst thing is that it HAS got to be in the Singapore context...which is like WHAT?!? AND the MOST MOST HORRIBLE thing is that my SP tutor has to criticize my essay to the point that it seemed horrendous and totally out of point, which is a far cry from what i'm trying to convey. Truthfully, i have a sinking feeling that she does NOT even bother reading my essay before the conferencing.

I feel so sad. Never in my life have i have such a deep hatred for writing essays.

I'm praying hard that my father will allow me and my sis to go and plan for an overseas trip next year during the 3 months break! We're still in the midst of discussion. Hopefully my dad will allow. Me and my sister will most probably be sponsoring the trip ourselves =( But hey, if my dad allows, everything will be okay..hopefull:) i'm just sooo excited just thinking about it even though I still have a webcast to watch=( oh wells. wish me luck! ;)

im currently doing my MNO weekly essay, which is a little bit philosophical( thus i do not see any link to this business module i'm taking><).

Qn:

Why did the black swan catch you off guard? What did you learn from it?

Its basically to : Think of a time when you thought someone or something would always be a certain way (this is your "all swans are white" statement) but you were caught off guard when that someone or something turned out different than you had expected, even against all odds (this is your "but a black swan showed up" statement about a low-probability event that happened).

Its basically about this person in my JC. I think she knows who she is if she reads this. Truthfully, I was indeed very shock at her total transformation. For whatever reason it was, I think changing within 2 years is very drastic. She changed a lot once she entered University. Truthfully, in jc, i was quite taken with her because of her strong belief in something.  But suddenly, as time flew pass, she just changed.

Sometimes i wondered why i did not ask her straight out why she changed so much. Thinking, i realised it's because everytime i met her, i was so busy with something... or maybe i'm just an ignorant person who is just oblivious and not sensitive enough to realise it earlier?

For whatever the reason it is, I'm thankful that the black swan made me realise how dangerous it is if you prefer to follow the majority rather than being true to yourself and your beliefs. And also, you should understand that a baby duckling won't stay a baby duckling forever.

HAha, i guess thats sums up what my essay is going to be about. I guess MNO does made me think critically about important issues in life such as responsibility, your beliefs and goals in life and also how to react when a 'black swan' appears and what you can learn from it. But i seriously think that all these kind of questions would be better off for a philosophy module rather than a business module=/ 

Oh wells, back to my essay.

PS: i cannot wait to meet my handsome boy this saturday! Love that cute little bugger to pieces!=)

"Life's good with the people you love around you:)"

Anyways, this music video below is about cats!!! SOOO CUTE. all the cute cats...awwwwsomeness:)

YAY! so glad that pharm analysis CA is over!=) but SP is still haunting me and the thought of MNO is always giving me headaches. but hey, at least i can take a break for just a teensy bit before starting work proper.

I spent some time doing some photoshop on some nice scenery pictures that i saw online. They're really beautiful! i hope to be able to capture such beautiful moments as a past time in future and put my own inspirational quotea; if i can think of it first! LOL

yups, here's my piece of art!! although all i did was to just copy and paste the scenery background and inspirational quotes that i got online onto photoshop and arranged it nicely;) nevertheless, I'm still proud of my work, no matter how insignificant it is=)

okay, i think i forgot to quote the author of the winter quote><

i will most probably do more of such work and post it up on facebook:) well, that is if i can make time for it!

AND, i LOVE photoshop! i really don't mind having a career in photography, video editing and all the computer related stuff. It can be enjoyable =D

finally manage to send clare off yesterdae:) her flight was at 1130 pm but she went in at ard 1045 cos we reach her like abt 1030>< so sorry clare!! photos on FB! cant wait to meet her n our peeps on our outing or chalet next yr!

PS: my dad was ok tt i reach home at 12 =) hehehe!