Surface tension is aVERY boring topic...so...i went searching on youtube on my favourite disney artist: Selena Gomez! And found this song which is catchy and nice=D

HAiz..back to the good old crispy notes. i must do some really intense mugging tonite. going off humans!=P

I can't believe that i've just RE-EXPERIENCE the horrors of ppda again when taking the pharmaceutical analysis exam. AHHH!

This shows that most of our professors enjoy torturing us during exams. Even the format is really similar to that of the ppda(physicochemical properties of drug action) exam paper.

60 mcq + 3 long questions in 2 hrs= NOT ENUFF TIMEEEEE!!!

WTH!!!! I LOST MY VISCOSITY AND RHEOLOGY NOTESSS!!!! anyone who accidentally took it pls returnnnnn it to meeeeee. thanks.

if not i'll curse u.

i hope its not cuz im a klutz and lost my notes at home...cuz i cant find it anywhereeee!

SADZZZ

Im glad i stayed back in school to study today. Mainly bcos:

1) i ate less in sch than at home. at home, when im studying.. all i can think of is FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD. and its all so accessible. i ate so many chocolates. like 2 cadbury Zips and 2 kit kats. i ate eggggs with mayo and bread. RICE RICE RICE. sooo many.i dunch wan to end up FATTTTT.

2) i can study better. cos no brothers and sisters distracting me w their pokemon games, anime blah blah blah.

3) i get to study at 4 different places today: outside lt 24, ps room, library( urghhh.. i didnt enjoy studying at sci lib cos the stress level damn high and its stinking w MUGGERSMUGGERSMUGGERS, including myself) and at s16 level 3( this is the best place to study:))

when i got home around  almost 10 plus i wanted to watch project runway but my dad hogged the television so i facebooked and anime-ed. gosh, its been a longgggg time ever since i anime-ed. the feeling is great=)

ANDANDAND im sad cos this yr i wont be able to celebrate HARI RAYA HAJI. my family will be going balik kampung to celebrate HARi raya haji in malaysia leaving me and my 2nd sis to stay in boring lil singapore to mugmugmug. sadz sia. one thing im afraid of is not able to wake up in the morn for exams.

AND. ive been getting fren requests from my primary school frenz recently and im happy to know that they remembered me but truthfully, there were some pple that i had to take a long while to think before i can remember who he/she was...im such a bad fren. but then again primary school was like ages ago. so forgive me if i forget. but im still happy to reconnect w frens from long ago:) everyone grew and changed so much(including myself).

And. i wan exams to end quickly. things to look forward to after exams:

1) PRU student leader's CAMP!!! woohooo! unfortunately it clashed w Xperience pharm camp so i cant go for xperience{wat a bummer=(} oh wells. since i went for last yr's its ok. at least my dec wont be boring.

2) all the wateva outings etc blah blah blah.

3) wish i could put more things but for now this is all i have:( sads right?

4) maybe i shld put the YEP next june...but its still not confirm yet. hope we get to go to china for YEP. hope i am even selected for YEP. hope my preceptorship wont clash w YEP. too many hopes for this one wth.

haiz, im makin no sense, just randomly writing all this weird stuff. my mind is in a mess. I HATE studying particularly in competitive singapore. i know i shld be appreciative to be able to study in NUS and all, but sumtimes i just feel the education system here is just too taxing. i hate becoming a mugging machine. i hate mugging. who likes mugging????!! well, maybe some people do....but steel, the bottom line is I HATE MUGGING. I HATE EXAMS. IM EMOING COS ITS THE EXAM PERIOD. duh, who doesnt man?

Something to look forward to after exams:) Mizushima hiro and oguri shun=DOUBLE WHAMMY!!!  i like hiro's acting in this drama cos he's just soo funny!!! oguri as usual acts kakui(cool) and all.. with some specs of funny moments=) kYAAA!!! i wan exams to end quick quick!!

YAYness! the horrible week 11 is so over! i dun ever wanna repeat this week EVER!

SP1203 presentation went well:) and i was kinda surprised laguna didnt say anything(she likes to shoot) bad abt our presentation... its over:) hehe.. my group saboed other groups to do the presentation this coming tues. good luck you guys!

And my MNO horrible video editing dayz are over! im so glad our tutor likes it:) I guess my grp members have good acting skills! hopefully we can get an A for it  =)

but we still have only 3 more weeks left till finals! ARGHHH. im like only starting to read my MNO readings :( SHO many readings!!! 

I must psycho myself to become a mugging machine for the next 3 weeks! =(

anyways, there were some events that happened but i wasnt able to update...Let the peektures do the talking:)

NUSSU Appreciation Dinner:)

Hari raya outing w pri sch mateys cum suhana's bdae celeb!

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Road Trip w my aunt, uncle, and cousins!

hehe, the cute little bugger!

Ariffin w his big bro

Ariffin and the cat!

SP1203 class!

Thou laguna was kinda ermmm...but our class rocks! we laugh a lot and all the crazy things we do..lol.. and shereen was so nice to make cheesecakey w purple stuff on top for us:) HAPPY N FUN PEOPLE!=)

okies.. gotta go finish up 5 more readings for MNO. tml im gonna go study w my bestest studying buddy since JC; FARIHA AMIN!! WHEEE! its so much fun studying w her:) she makes studying more fun and not so stressful(^_^) lub faha lots lots!

ARGHHHH!

tml is pharm anal practical test!!!

Tues is pharmacostatistics test!!!

Friday is my final OP for that super irritating SP module!!!

Friday is the dateline of my MNO video project and i still have so much editing to doooo!

Friday is the dateline for my experiment 10 lab report on UV spectr0scopy!!!

IF I LOOK AS IF IM ALMOST DYING NEXT WEEK, YOU'LL KNOW WHY.

FINALS IN 4 MORE WEEEKS!!!

ARGHHHHH!

NUS NEEDS TO GIVE ITS STUDENTS A BREAK!

WHERE IS THE WELFARE?!?!?! NUSSU BETTER DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS!!!

And i HATE lab reports>< currently doing the lab report on UV spectroscopy...

all the auxochromes, chromophores, B, K , R bands, LUMO, HOMO, absorbance, intensity, BLAH BLAH BLAH...will come to haunt me in my sleep><

i wanna go to a rural place with no technology watsoever and stay there, play with the monkeys, horses, cows, and enjoy a slow paced life without any element or atom of urban-ness to haunt me.

He sat back in his arrogant sort of way.
He said, “There’s nothing more to say.”
then lectured on for another hour.

She said, everything was fine.
She said, she didn’t like to whine,
then cried on for another hour.

They sat there screaming through the room was silent.
They sat so still though the scene was violent.
And words can never really help you say,
what you want them to anyway.
And words can never really help you see,
what you really want to be.
He took a last sip of cold tea.

Last chance to stop all these lies.
Last chance to clean up these lives.
This could be the final hour.

This could be the final hour, or
this could be the finest hour.

And words can never really help you say
what you want them to anyway.
And words can never really help you see,
what you really want to be.
He took a last sip of cold tea.

- Midnight by D.W.

SP essay is really killing my brain cells. The lyrics from the top, especially this excerpt :

"And words can never really help you say,
what you want them to anyway.
And words can never really help you see,
what you really want to be."

is really reflective of my current struggles in writing out my SP essay pertaining the most irritating topic of all; performance enhancing drugs. The worst thing is that it HAS got to be in the Singapore context...which is like WHAT?!? AND the MOST MOST HORRIBLE thing is that my SP tutor has to criticize my essay to the point that it seemed horrendous and totally out of point, which is a far cry from what i'm trying to convey. Truthfully, i have a sinking feeling that she does NOT even bother reading my essay before the conferencing.

I feel so sad. Never in my life have i have such a deep hatred for writing essays.